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The Alternative
I walked from that place with my head held high, chest puffed out and stepped like an unstoppable force eager to meet an unmovable object… though I felt I stormed through one already. I stopped and looked towards the sun beginning to peak from the clouds, the rays of the sun shot towards me. The warmth felt like an embrace, a congratulations for my decisions… a choice was made earlier and solidified by the one whom gives blessings.
The Affection
My heart ceased its weeping, my mind eased its worry… my smile had taken back its rightful place. Much time has gone by with prolonged unfamiliarity of oneself, gazing upon a stranger in a mirror had become a constant. That stranger though, reached out their arms and asked for help… and received an embrace that shifted the inner weaving of a mind that denied but soon accepted a hand. My back straighten itself, my head looked towards the sky… my happiness had taken back its rightful place.
The Bedroom
Closing in, suffocating, squeezing everything out of me… those thoughts caused. Crippling could describe how I became to feel when left alone to ponder my life, punishing my soul for being weak, degrading oneself in attempt to feel something. This cycle led to darkness, a void inescapable when embarked on… emptiness prevailed. I sat alone for eternity I thought, though a slimmer of light fell upon me and for but a moment bliss showed its embrace.
The Bedlam
You may look like us, dress like us, speak as us… once claim us. You will never be able to walk with us and share what makes us… us.